Yes, the operation is scary, but that’s not the problem. What’s wrong is that I’ve somehow got entirely “off the boil” and I’m finding it harder each day to keep my food intake down to the level it’s supposed to be.
In fact, I’ve all bar abandoned any pretence that I’m following the diet. Whatever I find that I can get in my mouth, I eat. I had a big bowl of Nutrigrain this morning, along with the shake, and then finished off an entire tin of Dolmades this afternoon *after* lunch, which was a ham and salad wrap. In between I had an apple and more ‘loose’ ham!
This isn’t working out properly. I’ll have more of a go tomorrow, while I’m out with the wife, but it’s getting seriously worrying that I can’t fix this. Anyway, my internal systems are functional again and my weight dropped like a stone. I’m hoping that tomorrow I won’t have destroyed everything by indulging in today’s fiasco.