Sleep escapes me.

Weight has gone down slightly to 140.00, which is an improvement, tho coming at the ‘cost’ of having a strange food day. I had more ‘banana shake’ this morning but I can’t say I enjoyed it much. Not sure what to do about that, maybe make a thin porridge instead? I’ll have a look in the recipe book and see what they can suggest.

And so, to the title. i.e. ‘sleep’. I woke up at 3:15 and actually got up for an hour, well I actually sat up and *read* for an hour. I tried going back to sleep at 4:30 or so but I slept fitfully, if at all. Tbh, I’m rather annoyed at my wife which I think contributed to most of the sleeplessness. Ah well, fatalism rules and whatever will be will be. I have little control over what happens so I may as well go with the flow. Obviously, I make sporadic attempts at individualism, such as having the surgery, but for the most part, I just have to accept life for what it is. I just sit back like an interested observer.


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