And so it gets Worserer!

Worse and worse. Instead of making the expected huge inroads with weight loss in this last month, things have gone awry. Over the past week, my weight has slowly risen from 148.6 kilos to 151.2 kilos. Clearly, I’ve been eating *way* too much but I can’t seem to stop myself. If I was still able to use Ozempic I think I could cope but as it is… can’t manage to force myself to stop. In fact, I really don’t think about eating, I just *do* it almost unconsciously.

Even tho I’m obviously conscious that my weight is rising, and it’s concerning me, I don’t know what to do other than hope I can at least make some sort of inroads before the 27th when I get the surgery.

I know that some of this is retained water. I was told to stop the Lasix (diuretic) for a couple of weeks before the surgery, (also the Plavix blood thinners), so that alone will account for *some* of the increase, but it can’t be all of it.

Basically… the depression seems to cloud my mind and I’m losing track. After surgery, I’m hoping this won’t affect the healing process or result in me going the other way and not getting sufficient nutrition. It’s all a bit difficult. 😦


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