Obviously, the countdown is progressing at a hideously fast rate. Panic is still at the front and centre of my mind, but I’m still forcing myself onwards.
Somehow I managed to lose weight yesterday, despite downing quite a large chunk of meat for lunch and a few Cruskits and hummus for dinner. I know I had two shakes, but could *not* remember if I’d had one in the evening so I may only have had two. Either way, my weight finally dropped to 148.6 kilos so moving in the right direction and I didn’t feel too bad from the limited diet either! I’ll try again today to see if I can do it two days in a row (at last).
Someone called “Belinda” has been having real problems after her surgery and I can’t say it’s filling me with pleasure at the thought of going through the same pain and discomfort. Clearly there *are* issues to be overcome, but I’m going to try to hang on to the knowledge that many, many people have gone through the same trial by fire and come ou the other side happy and content with their decision. Fingers crossed I’ll be one of them.
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