Struggle Street.

Four days left to go and I’m finding it *really* hard to control my eating even for these last few days. Yesterday I went out with my wife for a short river cruise and then we went for lunch. I ate way too much. Got home in the evening already bloated from lunch… and ate dinner! Both lunch and dinner were mostly vegetables but that’s not the point. The point is that I couldn’t stop myself from scarfing down whoever I could find… even after I had taken Gaviscon double strength to control the acid pains in my stomach!!

My weight has somehow remained constant, which in itself isn’t a bad thing considering how much I’ve eaten these past days, but is still higher than I would have liked at 150.1

I’ve told myself already that I’m not going to eat any solid food from now til Friday and rely 100% on the meal replacement shakes and other liquids like stock, or plain water. I’m telling myself that if I do this I might be able to hold my resolve long enough for it to make a difference. I hope it’s so.


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