So yesterday was a disaster. My health was in dire starts with my eyes hurting, exhaustion crippling me, and had what I can only call ‘ill-ease’. Sleep at night was difficult and I had to sleep again during the day. In the end, I figured maybe I was just ‘starving’ so I let my guard down and ate more than I had been. Unfortunately, once the gates were down, I ate far too much.
I ate so much, in fact, that my weight has gone up over a kilo during the week. This is insane. Sadly, today was even worse. Building on yesterday’s disaster I figured maybe the extended fast was causing issues so I had my morning shake. Then, at 11:30, I had a ‘snack’, which again was over and above what I should have had. I’m really having problems with this currently and I have no idea *why*.
I had to sleep from 8:30 til 10:00 and felt no better once I woke and have done little since. Anyway, I see the Doctor on Thursday so I’ll ask him why I’m finding it so hard to keep to the pre-op diet. 😦