How’s about a few snaps?

I’ve been tempted several times to take a couple of pictures of myself at the current size to be able to compare if and when I have the operation… and survive it. However, until I know I’m going to have the op, for certain, I’m not inclined to do it. Why? Because right now it’s embarrassing, but if I have the op then I would expect to lose weight fairly quickly… and consistently… so photos then might be a bit less ‘controversial’ because there’ll be an obvious change for the better.

On the other hand, taking the long path, which I’ve failed at doing so many times, any change will be imperceptible other than right at the end of that long long path, and I have no idea whether I’ll live to see the end of that path if I *don’t* have the operation *and* lose the weight.

So, if you’d like to see where I am physically and why there’s an urgency to my drive to lose weight you’ll have to wait. However, I *do* hope to add a few snaps in a few months. We’ll see.


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